My heart is bleeding

it was happen was 2 weeks ago, i find out that my bf having another relationship, i wasnt know about it. i ask bf wat happen, he told me that was his ex gf from malaysia, but yesterday i receive a call from that lady, i was so shock that my bf told me the story is all fake, what happen, my bf went to pubbing with his friend and know a gal from there, from i heard the lady voice i believe is early 30.This gal ask him got gf, he said had, second time she asked him again, he said broke off, my bf tell her that we didnt had much sex always, is not i want, he is the one who doesnt wan it. They had slept so times, which i dunno. he got love bite, i forgive. i so good to him, which had hurting me so much so much deeper. what he had told the gal is so mean to me which never never forgot, he had never love me before, which wan to be with me, cos i had help him thru his hard times. which i know that among his friend told her , the all his gf i am the uglies one. this 2 words is so mean to me. i dun wish to ask anymore, cos i feel so sick ... i been stab once on 2 weeks ago. but yesterday here come another stab. he told her, that beside with me , there alot of others gals to filrt around. i was so sad and shock... i couldn't believe that he had done this to me, but in others words, the gal ask me not to questions him , maybe she got add words or not., partly of the question there alot of holes. some i will believe, she telling me this is for what? there 2 way. one we quarrel like hell, she happy, than we broke off, second, the gal still love him, which she cannot lay down. there so much question to think about. but the worst thing that , my bf said to her that i dun bother him and care about him, i am wrong, if bother him so tied, i think that i sticky or what. so what i give him so much freedom, i feel that both of them so dirty ... they had slept together.. i hate them so much. either the words of them, they try to cover their backside or face. wish i hate them, i feel like crying, but i can... mean that i am a loser, my heart is so unhappy and bleeding, i wish someone can help me, I had told this matters to my sister, she asking me to break off with him, not i doesnt wan to break off with him, i need to get a revegne back,........ even the gal said that, he is using me , what can use for? i also dunnot, even the gal said to me, even she got money will he gave up on me, and go her ? the Gal told me that he said not the money problem, jus repaying me that i had help him alot during his hard times only, from that gal had told me, which i remember that he had never never sms or call me before for chatting which couple is doing, when he need me, he will ask me for favour. Even the both of them had bath together, which we dun had before. Now knowing that he dun love me at all. NOw is too late for him to explain, my heart is diying soon. I cant hear any thing from this 2 person lies agains....